Amazing vibe.

... most of the time.

Gorgeous body.

Actually ... the look of ... a queen.

Unfortunately ... some didn't liked her.

But .. also ... many adored her presence.

I had the chance to stay near Carla.

Many times.

... being just friends.

I could see her with ... detachment.

And ... yes ... i was analysing her ... a lot ... being influenced into my writings of her life.

The funny thing is that i was keep writing lots of stories.

I named her .... Alice.

Briana.

Betty.

Johanna.

In fact ... i was randomly using lots of names ... hoping she

will not understand that i write about her.

Somehow ... she really became my muse.

But ... later on ... i've became aware of the fact ... that i actually not write about Carla ... but about all those people she was interacting with.

The women ... were envying her.

Most of them.

And ... even her close friends ... were unconsciously envying.

... her beauty.

Her charm.

Her attitude on the stage of life.

But ... all men ... saw her differently.

Adoring her.

... wanting her.

Chasing to be around her.

Most certainly ... that was explaining why ... Carla started to prefer the company of men.

Any men.

But ... many.

Ignoring ... all the women from the stage of her life.

Unfortunately ... the women started to .... hate her even more.

Seeing ... all those men ... focusing on her.

Basically ... the dynamic of her whole existence ... was related with those interactions.

Running away of all those women which were envying her.

... but allowing herself to enjoy the adoration of all those men.

So ... all was related to those interactions.

All.

The boundaries of her being ... were totally related to ... this.

Her connections ... with women.

Her connections ... with men.

But ... one day ... i've dared to ask her ... "What do you think is beyond the adoration of all those men?!

And the envy of those women?!"

She only smiled ... not saying a word.

I've smiled too ... continuing ... "Well ... i trend to believe that the adoration of men is a lot related to the sexual energies ... and the envy of women is related to the fact that they don't have your ability of awaking ... so much as you ... the interest of men.

So ... men want you ... sexually.

Women ... hate you.

And this dynamic ... will never change.

But ... the influence on your life ...is huge."

Maybe ... Carla was not agreeing with me ... still guiding her attention on men ... trying to stay totally disconnected of women.

I was only smiling .... having a clear image over the subject.

Somehow ... laughing of her naivety … behind her back.

Today ... i realise what is behind the boundaries of the human being.

Which are ... the parameters defining this.

Unfortunately ... even if i see so easy all the elements defining Carla ... and her behaviour ... it looks like i am blind when it comes to ... the analysis of my life.

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