In fact ... the expression itself ... looks like an illusory cliche.

I believe ... the same.

I believed ... i believe ... and most certainly ... i will believe the same ... long time from now.

I am a human being ... always balancing between being happy and unhappy ... having no idea how the hell i could stop this annoying emotional balance which is destroying me emotionally.

... in continuous form.

If someone would come and ask me why i am balancing between beautiful and ugly vibes ... i can't really give an answer.

I will just say ... "I don't know ..."

Most certainly ... many of you ... would do the same.

And ... again ... i come up with the question .... "Why?!".

I don't even know if i should continue the book writing ... i or we ... but most certainly it is the same thing.

We are ... all the same.

So ... i should continue writing about my own perspectives about life.

... being my own therapist.

Writing ... trying to understand what i want ... and why i can't be in a non-ending state of happiness.

And ... more i analyse ... more i understand... that the emotional balance with that large spectrum of contradictory emotions is a lot related with the fact that i always want something new ... and nothing really satisfies me ... because because i don't even know for clear what i want.

Yes ... i don't clearly understand myself.

I just ... can't.

I continue my life.

I continue ... exploring my thoughts and all my perspectives about life ... and more i analyse ... more i understand that i don't really know what i want.

Also ... that i keep saying that i want that and that and that ... just because i realise i need to replace one desire with another one ... realising that accomplishment of desires didn't made me happy.

So ... again i continue life ... meditating ... and meditating ... but

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